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Saturday, 04 July 2009

  • This is quite bad. I think my jetlag is getting worse the longer I'm in the US. I refuse to drink anything but ice tea (and might I add American ice tea is crap). My body is screaming to go back to Taiwan.

    Lately I get really tired between 12 noon~2 pm, which is when I usually sleep in Taiwan. And right now it's 1 pm in Taiwan right now, which is when I should be wide awake. I'm also starving right now because I should be eating lunch. Anyway, so I basically can't sleep right now. Thought I'd blog some I guess.

    Mr. Darcy, of Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice, once said that his greatest flaw was that his good opinion once lost is lost forever.

    I was thinking and I find myself to have a similar flaw. Not that I'm anywhere close to being Mr. Darcy, I just realized that once I lose my respect for someone it's basically lost forever unless they truly are exceptional and somehow earn it back. But until they do, no matter how much I still want to be friends with them, it's really hard for me to respect them and look at them in the same light that I used to. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Obviously Darcy had no qualms about this. But he's Darcy and thus a g.

    Losing my respect for someone is like the last straw. It's especially rough if it's someone I used to know or be closer to, because it creates a huge gulf that no matter how much I want to bridge I can't.

    And I don't wanna make myself sound like a picky person. This actually happens quite rarely. I can count on one hand (with plenty of fingers to spare) how many times this has happened. I like to think I do it with reason.

    Yeah anyway. Just late night ramblings.

    Ugh. Hope I get to sleep soon. Busy day tomorrow with brunch date and July 4th bbq's.

    Last July 4th I had to go to work because I was interning in Taiwan. Granted it's nice to have a good ole American bbq, because I did legitimately miss that, I'd really much rather be in Taiwan having to work on the 4th rather than here with a summer holiday but feeling oddly incomplete and out of place.

Friday, 03 July 2009

  • Lately it's been fun, getting back into the American life. Catching up on what has happened and passed in a year's time.

    Been doing some new things lately. I guess I'm a little more grown up that I thought. Not quite used to it. Like I tell all the underclassmen, the last time I set foot on campus I was a sophomore and the next time I set foot on campus I'll be a senior. It's a jump I can't quite mentally make yet.

    1. Hanging out in trendy city areas like Downtown DC, Bethesda, Rockville
    I guess living in the city for a year really brought out all I've been trying to suppress. I think I've always known how much I enjoy the city. But now that I've lived in a city and really gotten to know it on a more local, personal level, I kinda want to achieve that with the DC neighborhoods. I think it's a shame not to discover the city life. It's a life of its own and it's exciting. I'm at that age in my life where I think I need that. I mean we live in really nice suburbs, but there is a time and a place for that later.

    2. I never realized how suburban we are
    It didn't hit me until I was hanging out with some friends at a local shopping center, outside of the grocery store. We were gonna get Baskin Robbin's ice cream, but they didn't have the 88 cent scoop deal, so we bought ice cream popsicles instead and ate them outside. And it was just a typical picture of suburbia. We all drove in our cars, and as more people arrived we each pulled into parking spaces next to each other. It's so different from the life I'm used to in Taipei.

    3. I went to my first Happy Hour
    My first legal drink in the US! At a bar in downtown Bethesda. It was an interesting picture of grownup life. As much TV as I watch, I wasn't expecting it to really be such an integral part in the American young adult's life. I dunno if I'm ready for this yet. Haha I think I am more suited for Taiwan. Happy Hour was fun, and I'm sure it'll only be more fun as I get older/more used to it/train my alcohol tolerance lol, but I like night markets so much more.

    4. I'm so out of shape
    So the other weekend my dad asked me to mow the lawn and I nearly died doing it. Tonight, after dinner and hanging out, my friends decided to play volleyball. I got suckered into it and we ended up hitting around for awhile. Then they wanted to do a kickball game, which we drove over to campus for. In the end we played a good game of soccer and I nearly died again. I haven't exercised this much in like 2 years haha, it's so sad. But it was good. So much fun and it's healthy too!

    5. I seriously love my KCM brothers
    Being around them is so refreshing because you can really feel how burdened for Christ they are. Like even just regular conversation will turn towards discussing Bible passages, deepening understanding of the faith, sharing in struggles or encouragement. I love that so much. To be surrounded by people who are so real about their belief. I don't think I ever shared that before, but it is what I think. I mean just read what they blog about too. You guys are theologians and it challenges me to step up my own game. Iron does sharpen iron.

    6. I'm still in fob withdrawal
    My ringtone is a fob song and people make fun of me for it. But I am not ashamed!!! I dress like a fob too. I've been drinking tea like it's water.

    7. I'm so unproductive
    I need to jump on my professional game.

    8. Joe, I owe you an oil change
    Lemme know when you wanna hang out and get an oil change bro lol.

    Time to go pass out in bed now! YEAH. That's a wrap. Today was a really good day. Haven't felt this refreshed in awhile.

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • Summer 2009 To-Do List:

    Future/career/school oriented~
    1. Finish apps for volunteer position at local hospitals
    2. Find MCAT course and start studying?

    Around the house~
    1. Fix floodlight
    2. Repair garage door
    3. Replace bathroom faucet
    4. Reformat some of the desktops
    5. Redo the network and build a dedicated print server

    Car work~
    1. Recharge AC
    2. Fix problem radiator and AC condenser fans control
    3. Replace rear brake pads

    Somebody make sure I stay accountable and get these things done! Been bumming around doing a little too much nothing these days. About to go crazy man.

    Oh... and if I have some spare time~
    1. Get a girlfriend

    LOL! Just kidding.

Thursday, 25 June 2009



  • 我沒有女友 長輩一直逼我需要多交女朋友
    交好的女友哪有這麼順手
    機會來了自然就會輕易到手

  • So. I've had a few more days in America now. Been going places, seeing people, readjusting to "the American life." It's been better so far.

    I'm just glad I have a car because at least that means I can get places. The next thing is just finding places to go and people to go with.

    Instead of focusing on what I miss, I'm trying more hopeful approach.

    A few things to look forward to:

    1. Random trips to downtown to do touristy things
    2. Random trips to downtown to find more local specialties
    3. Restaurant weeks in Georgetown and other swanky neighborhoods
    4. A bucket of Thrashers and chocolate dipped vanilla cone on boardwalk at OC
    5. Random hiking trips to Great Falls Park, Rock Creek Park, and more random parks around DC like Teddy Roosevelt Island

    This list to be continued.

    Anyway, random thought for today:

    The sky in America feels so much bigger, and it's a lot prettier than Taiwan's. It's really strange. The sky is the sky and you figure it's the sky no matter where you are in the world, but the sky here just feels so typically and picturesque American.

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